These past few weeks, I've been having a feeling of being bored. I have a feeling that... maybe, there is something missing. I cannot really pinpoint it.

I know I am not in my self. I am not as lively as I really am. There were a lot of time when I am preoccupied. I stopped talking too much and laughing out loud and become quiet, which is so unusual of me.

People around me notice my behavior too. There were a lot of classmates who told their observations to me.

Paula: Parang iba ka ngayon, Ivy.
Me: Panong iba?
Paula: Parang di ko maramdaman yung energy mo.
Me: *sigh* Ako din eh, di ko maramdaman energy ko.

Anne: Parang maputla ka ngayon.
Me: O?
Anne: Oo. Pagod ka ba?

I am not really tired lately, since I don't have much work to do in school and in my orgs now. I have enough sleep too. So I don't really know what's the problem with me.

When I question myself about my unusual behavior, I couldn't find an answer. Maybe, just maybe, something is missing in my life. But I am not really sure, because I don't know what's really missing.

I hope I would be back to my normal self soon.

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